LOG_091214

hi there im back on my blog again.
just a moment ago i jad a conversation with somebody. thats all the reason i wanna say something here.
first greet to my Hungarian friend xD
b4 going to university, i got many suggestions from the Internet. as the college entrance examination is the biggest exam in China which almost decides a chinese person's life. students must suffered a lot during their high school time so that they can go to a better college, as parents think, their future will be better too.
unfortunately i did not well in the exam, thus ive got to study much harder than others. i know after graduation it's not a good thing to use money from my parents.
okay lets back to the "suggestions". university students think that the college is the last heaven in their life. besides studying we should do much other things. like part-time job, or the love?
i actually dont wanna talk about this thing. i know what i know. somebody has told me many times that i shouldnt think about this things, just study hard. but i think we cannot avoid this prob. excuse me for my poor english -_-
im currently listening to the music "Say I love u" song by Jolin.
i heard someone whispering that over 20 couples got married in the biggest park of our city. hmm nice. last night one of my roommates went out for hot watter with his girlfriend. on their way back they saw one guy lighting candles which made a heart-shape on the ground in front of the girl's dorm buildings gate, surrounded with many students. before long a girl ran out. seeing the candles, she cried. what a sweet thing! i wish that their happiness and love will last 4ever.
do u think it's crazy? girls are so touched by these kind of things. will i do it for my future girlfriend? i wondered. anyway currently my answer is nope. i dont know how to describe it.
should the boy's family is that rich, he may have a happy life without struggling too much, and have the enough money for his wife and himself. i dont think it will last long. what if some day hes not in love with u and lights candles for another woman? i think many boys find a girlfriend for...fun? thats not a good word, umm in dont know, but as far as i know, some girls treat it the forever love. sighed..whatever, i think finding a _friend who lives in the same city with u is the perfection. at least their time will last longer. and the old said, a house, a good job, an enough salary, without any complaints. maybe we've not experienced something that will affect our way of life, maybe..
anyway, they're in happiness, for now. i think it's better for them to have a guy to dream all day long. ive no rights to interrupt them. as ive alrdy mentioned, ive got many things that i should do.
look back, type in english i feel nothing to say. if in chinese, my brain will be full. english is another lifestyle. i wanna handle it well.
i know somebody will check this blog out, maybe with Google Translator.i dont care. i dont give a shit. ive my own thoughts. as my high school headmaster told me "ur brain is different from others, then make the difference! make wonders! make urself outstanding!"
best wish for the coming CET6 and the semestor final exams.